-- baby nene --

kris
Originally uploaded by Silhoutte.

For folding beds turned magic carpet

for walls turned mountains

for crying with me when I bumped little Richard with a bike

for the pictures u drew on my second grader book

for making christmas and new years memorable even without mama and daddy

for the brunei stories,
the fight with the smelly men on the bus,
escaping to go to bandar,
the cute pakistanis..

for listening to stories of my countless crushes and love stories or just plain stupid stories

for getting angry when i am

for being happy for my victories

for the talks about everything under the sun

for the shared wicked sense of humor that most people would not understand

for the books! yes, the books!

for all little and big things -- countless.

for being the most wonderful little bratty sister in the world whom I love to distraction!

You and I have been there together.

magkasangga ba! :)

I can always count on that.

Love u nene ko!

Happy birthday!!!

i feel the same..

I wonder if some secrets are meant to be kept.

I confess

I am guilty. I am sorry.
Ne, 'fess up! :)

Have you ever waited?

For someone who would not come?

-- my own loneliness --

These are images from www.postsecret.blogspot.com.
Sometimes these secrets breaks my heart.
Reach out, people!
Someone out there may be just like this.

Sometimes, I wonder..

What would u say?
Yes, you...
What if I die today.
What would you say about me tomorrow?

ahem....

Some stories are the same all over, huh?

--just me--

--just me--
Originally uploaded by Silhoutte.

well, rarye.. just in case, you are STILL reading my blog.. this is me now..

And I am getting married soon.. hehehe..

I hope you'd be there..
..because I was not..
you know what I mean..

slippers

slippers
Originally uploaded by Silhoutte.

barely discernible pic..

I am a lover of slippers.
A Certified Freakin' lover of Slippers.

Even way back in College, rarye would comment on my going to class wearing slippers -- PANGBANYONG TSINELAS, mind you.

And guess what?

I haven't changed.

I still go to my law classes wearing slippers.

I remember, an ex once bought me, a pasalubong from manila, a pair of slippers, which although was quite pretty, just did not fit right.

Now, baba bought me this.

And it fits just right.

I guess it speaks so much of how right He is for me... No offense to the ex. hehehe.. :)

And if you have some problem about me blogging my freaking slippers, well, magkulangot ka na lang!

hehehe..

The art of NOT keeping Secrets

I am a keeper of secrets, or rather, an unworthy keeper of secrets. Really, really unworthy, because I can't keep it to myself... so, I bombard Erbe with all these secrets I have been told.

Sometimes, I wonder why people keep telling me their secrets but would complain about my sheer inability to keep them.

I have realized that people I know from the time I haven't even freakin' menstruated yet have their stories to tell..

Damn freakingly good juicy stories.

I listen and I sit, gaping..

PAUNA PO KAY ERBE: I AM NOT GOING TO ERASE THIS NO MATTER HOW YOU FROWN AND RANT!!! YOU ARE WAY MORE STRICT THAN THE FREAKIN' MTRCB!!!!

Anyways, read on and read their secrets:

One..
Has gotten married secretly without the parents knowing about it.

Admits that one is very noisy when having sex.

Has a relationship with a married person and cannot stop being with the person.

Is married but is in-love with a single person who is in-love with two people, while flirting with more.

Is in-love with a man but cannot tell her parents, afraid of their disapproval.

Is married but the person one is married to had a number of relationships with serious "consequences", and this one is getting back at the spouse.

Has gotten married but is secretly not in-love with the spouse, just got married for gainful reasons on this one's part and the spouse is oblivious to this.

Is with a partner but crying over the last, still.. while the partner does not know, the ex does not believe.

Is practically living with a partner while one's parents is completely oblivious to it, or so I still think.

Likes to view "anatomies" of others on webcam, but one is married.

Has participated in an orgy, a full orgy, about 12 of them all in all.


There is more. I will not tell anymore.

I have not divulged any names.. and I will never will. Now, can you imagine all the secrets that I am keeping?!?!?

I am not judging anybody -- because I, too, have my own secrets.. more even, some damaging to my soul. (Teka.. on the second thought.. wala naman super damaging..hehehe)

The thing is, I have realized that you might know a person all your life but you'd never really truly know a person --
Because people bends according to how fate takes them..
They have no choice on this matter because it is how life is.
So then they simply surprises you..
With their secrets and more..