Dilemma

I have been plagued with this freaking dilemma for the last couple of months. I had a plan, a good one.  It would have been easier if things happened exactly the way I planned.  Uh, no.  Au contraire, fate has been playing jokes on me, one after another.

Damn it.

I knew this wouldn't be easy, but fate is making it even harder.  I am having difficulty getting out of my comfort zone.  With all these curveballs, folding in a fetus position and staying inside this box is preferable to all the uncertainties I am getting. Darn it. I like it here.  Please don't make me come out.