Random Thoughts

• Still taking 3-4 showers a day. At least the heat is abating. At least it now rains occasionally.
  
• I am worried about a friend. I hope that she chooses to follow her heart – if such choice will make her happy.
  
• Still has a huge crush on Jericho Rosales. What is it about that guy?
  
• Resolved to have an effing cesarean section. Trying to come to terms with the inevitable pain.
  
• Scratch that – I am fighting the CS
  
• I feel like I've swallowed a whole cow.
  
• I feel like a cow.
  
• I look like an effing cow.
  
• I like the Bottomline.
  
• August – still wants to attend Bessie's wedding.
  
• The contractions are bad.
  
• I'm in-love with my daughter.
  
• I wish she wouldn't go through with it.
  
• I really don't like him. AT ALL.
  
• Better get back to work now.
  
• I miss you.