A few more days and we're off to Manila. I am dreading leaving the kids behind. It feels like I'd be ripping my heart out of my chest. I am going to miss them so goddamn much. :(
I'm so pissed at everything right now.
Jesus H. Christ! My stress levels have reached their all time high. I just want to scream and scream and never stop screaming.
At some point, you have to let go. You have to stop.
These words have become my mantra. Ironically, I can’t seem to just let go. It’s emotionally exhausting and mentally draining. I really should just let go. This thing is weighing me down. It has taken over my conscious thoughts. Why can’t I just let this go?
It’s taking too much. It’s like this greedy insatiable monster that devours happiness and peace of mind. And I feed it incessantly.
I have to just let go. It’s easy.
I just need to start.
And for the nth time, that is what I am going to do.
Erbe found him lying on the floor because he was so weak, he collapsed on the floor. He didnt have the strength to get up or cry for help.