sometimes it sucks really!
no, i don't want to go on to my usual repertoire of extreme negativity.. but forgive me if i will pursue this line of thought today..coz things do sucks.. i mean, life happens.. and things change (how much dawson's creek can u get?!) but yes it does.. u grow old, and things change.. ur priorities change, and when as before you were only expected to wash the dishes, suddenly you're expected to dish out the 3 thou for the fishes your parents were planning to farm as a biz.. but that is okay, right? except that when your working at a bummed out office where salaries are given when everyone is bloody ready to murder for it.
and then there are your friends..who just can't figure out why suddenly you don't hangout with them, you don't go out with them..and blame it on the boyfriend.. what they don't realize is all their lives are freakingly the same, while yours is not! hell! Their lives for the past three years have been the same, studying and gimik... but your life is not! take mine for instance, i wake up at 6 or 7, go to work, listen to doctors, transcribe what they bloody dictate for 8 hours, go off work at 5, go to class, law classes mind you for three hours, go home, rest for an hours, study at least til midnight, sleep.. so where do i get to hangout in that freakingly rigid sched???!!!! tell me!!!! my life has change really, and i think im thinking of changing it more.. no commitments in fact.. sometimes, having someone who has a major control on your emotions really do get so fuckingly exhausting, excuse the blasphemy.. (do feel rather emotional about this at the moment..)
there goes my repertoire.. blah..blah..blah....
anyways, sometimes you just wish things would go back to when it all started, but life has no rewind, does it?
as i have always, always said.. cest la vie!
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