let me introduce myself..

i am a contradiction..

i love life just as much as i hate it..

i love to play with kids, but damn if i want them to be smelly..

i love old people, i could on for hours asking them how magellan looked like (hehehe..), but damn if u can make me clean their ass.

i am romantic, but at the same time i am probably the most cynical person around..

i call myself a pessimist.. but sometimes i just can't stop hoping..believing..

and i am a person who wants..

that i would have the mind of a genius but not lose my head...

that i would be able to meet the freaking doctors of montana, and dictate to them this time..

that i would be able to dance in my wedding with my baby with the song moonriver playing..

that i would have my cake, eat it, and go back for more..

that i would love and know love for all its worth..

that i would be able to squeeze everything from my life, that i would have no regrets..or at least only some..

that i would dance like no one is watching..

that i would never compromise my belief..and my self worth..

that i would win a nobel prize for just anything..

that i would write a book that people would write about..

that i would be a daughter that i can be proud to call "my daughter"

that my sister and i will still gossip like we're teenagers, when we are in our 60's..

that i will never lose my faith..

that i would be a friend who defines the word..

that i would have people rejoicing my life at my funeral..