running thoughts that ended up with tinay

what do u say when u have nothing to say? when thoughts drift through your head, but u still stares at a page.. incessantly.. just stare.. still words can't seem to form.. i guess u do this.. and then suddenly thoughts come rushing through your head, flows to your fingers.. and then u start writing.. though at some point (like what i have just reached) u start wondering, what the hell am i blabbing about?! so u pause again.. u wonder, am i going to write about what i have been up to lately? nah.. that would be exhausting..bcoz although i can claim living such a busy freaking life, i have done nothing at all to warrant interest from anybody..

let me start with another thought..

i am screwed up.. erbe can attest to that. what do u call a girl who is being loved completely, and who loves completely, but everyday wants to let go? screwed up, right? yep, that's me.. so its boring to pursue this line of thought..

x'mas is bout 3 days away, and again i have no money.. tinay owns my soul at this moment.. i do not owe anyone as much as i owe her..

oh! that reminds me maybe i can write about her "crush".. yes, u see dear reader (whoever u might be) tinay, a dear friend, is the person guilty of the extinction of the dinosaurs..big that they were, they were probably scared shit of the scrunched up face of that girl, while she was shouting, "kacheapan nindo! kacheapan!" in that twilight world, i am describing, the dinosaurs in some twisted way because of such immense fear died. yep, just bloody choked, and centuries later turned up in science/history books dead! nobody knows why! blame it on tinay, i say! (geeze! this is pathetic!).

Anyways, my point is that, scary and intimidating she might be to men.. she has a crush!!! blessed are you lord! well, from a girl who cursed everything that remotely relates to any form of feelings, she has come a long way.. she lets me hug and kiss her, without cringing, who calls any and all forms of emotions, kacheapan.. she has come a long way.. but still i blame her for the sad demise of those poor dinosaurs.. :)