I hate it every time I find myself staring blankly at crossroads.
I hate needing to make a choice especially if the best choice involves change.
I love being in my comfort zone.
And I have created a fairly good comfort zone for myself.
I don't want to suffer in a hellhole for another six months.
I don't want to move. Period.
I don't want to go anywhere.
I like where I am. I love what I am doing. But I have been told this is not enough. That there is more out there. And that I am wasting my life.
I don't feel like I am. Why is that?
I don't want to wage another battle when I don't even know what I am fighting for.
This is real. This - what I have - I know.
I can't risk losing what I have for something that is not even certain.
I hate crossroads.
Time has gone by so fast.
They were right, you know - the grown-ups, I mean.
I was told "not to hurry growing up".
I didn't know that I'd be missing those days of barbie dolls, fish balls, homework and crushes.
Those were simple times.
No crossroads for sure.
*sigh*
P.S. Don't mind me. I am just not feeling well.
1 Gorgeous People Said --:
true, it is hard to make decisions in life when change is involved. but sometime soon, you need to face these decisions and welcome change. that is how maturity and growing up work.
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