Poison & Wine by The Civil Wars

"Poison & Wine" You only know what I want you to I know everything you don't want me to Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine You think your dreams are the same as mine Oh I don't love you but I always will Oh I don't love you but I always will Oh I don't love you but I always will I always will I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back The less I give the more I get back Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise I don't have a choice but I'd still choose you Oh I don't love you but I always will. I always will...

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Turbo Replay

I'm getting old. I used to think I'll never get tired of watching cartoons. Apparently, you tend to lose interest once you have kids. I am so tired of watching the same movie over and over again. I'm not sure how many times the girls have watched this fi...

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PMS

It's that time of the month again where EVERYTHING sucks. I feel sad for no reason. And I have a godfvkin awful temper. And everything and everyone irritates me. My hormones are all over the place. Shit. I took it out on my hair. I have bangs! Really short one like a 2-yr-old hacked the damn thing. Crap. ...

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The Tooth Fairy

  Paige lost another teeth.  And yes, we've been doing the whole Tooth Fairy routine.  Maybe someday, Paige will read my blog, so here we go, "Yes, baby, there is no Tooth Fairy. It was all just your crazy mother who has this insane need to create a bubble world for you where everything is sugar and spice, sweet and nice." Why do I do that? Why?! Why?!...

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The One That Got Away

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I am

excited. nervous. agitated. confused. regretful. pissed. frustrated. pressured. sad. hopeful. prayerful. determined. resigned. fucked up. Right now, rioting emotions are pulling me from all sides. My heart feels like it’s about to explode.  I know why. Of course, I know why. It’s just too much, so I needed to clear my mind. Thus, I blog. How have you been?...

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Musings of a Mediocre Writer

Sometimes, I still can't believe I get paid for writing. The longer the content, the higher the pay. And to think I just used to give people 25-page letters for nothing! Imagine how much that would have cost them now!It's amazing actually - to get paid for doing something I love to do, something I take for granted like breathing.And it all started the day I decided to start a journ...

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