The Benefits of Oregano

Oregano (Scientific name: Origanum vulgare) is also known as Wild Marjoram, Mountain Mint, Origanum, Wintersweet and Winter Marjoram.

Hand of Hope: Samuel Alexander Armas

A picture began circulating in November. It should be "The Picture of the Year," or perhaps, "Picture of the Decade." It won't be. In fact, unless you obtained a copy of the paper, you probably will never see it.

Tracey Connelley, Baby P's Evil Mom, Shows NO Remorse

I have never been affected by any story as much as Baby P's story has affected me. Yesterday evening, I found myself sobbing twice! I just can't get over the sheer horror of the story.

Baby P's Murderers -- Why Are They Being Protected?

In my country, it has never happened before that the media and the people have been forbidden to actually reveal the names and faces of TC and SB, the murderers of Baby P.

That Winter The Wind Blows Finale: Did Oh Soo Die?

Over the holy week break, I spent the entire four days just watching the 15 episodes of this Korean show. Yes, I am a self-confessed Korean drama addict. I already have my favorite actors and actresses; albeit, I don’t know their names.

May 15, 2011

Effed Up

I want to cry.
I want to cry so hard that angels would take pity on me and harangued God with all my solicitations.
I want to cry so hard that the Earth would weep with me.
This is long overdue
But despite the tears that I have shed, I have not shed enough to cleanse my heart out of all its anger...bitterness...and fear.
I want to cry that tears would drown me and heal me.
That I'd find comfort from knowing that I can feel.
I don't know what I fear most - the fact that I need to cry or the fact that I can't seem to cry.
Emotions are all bottled up, so screwed up tight.
It's all fucked up really.

May 12, 2011

Paige at the Hospital

Paige was diagnosed with encephalitis. We were told she's lucky that we were able to bring her to the hospital before her condition became irreversible. Initially, she had fever and stomachache. Eventually, she started complaining of headache and she started sleeping 24/7. We'd try to wake her up but she was only able to manage to stay up for 15 minutes tops and she'd go back to sleep.

Sussette put her on antibiotics but her condition didn't change. We went to see a GI doctor and we were told he didn't see anything wrong with her - or at least her condition wasn't something he could address. Sette told us that Paige may have encephalitis and she told us to see the neurologist. Dr. De Los Reyes immediately instructed us to have Paige confined and scheduled for CT scan and other series of neurological tests.

It was heartbreaking. Paige was screaming all the time. She was scared of the nurses and the needles and the antibiotics. She didn't want to have a CT scan so I had to stay with her inside the room. I got into an argument with the heartless bitch working the computers inside the EEG laboratory which Paige had to go through 3 times! I had to wash her hair three times for that because her scalp was supposed to be cleaned.

I had to comfort her while the neurologist tried a spinal tap procedure without anesthesia but Paige kept buckling, so she couldn't do it. The anesthesiologist who tried to do it failed too. Fortunately, Sette was there and she volunteered to do the procedure which she was able to do with only one attempt.

We had people helping us out, but I realized some things then:
1. That there are people who would visit us just because they are obligated to do so. I think they are hypocrites.  These are the people who came just so they can get over the whole thing and scratch it out from their To-Do list. 
2. There are people who truly cares. Curiously enough, these are people I didn't imagine caring.
3. Families - at the end of the day, they'd be the ones who'd be there for you. Of course, not everyone in your family can be counted on.  Erbe and I, once again, learned it the hard way.

Basically, I learned who I can trust to be there for me when life turns from crazy to shitty. Anyway, we stayed in the hospital for 8 days. Paige is very lucky to have people praying for her. She's doing great now. Still recovering, but doing a whole lot better.  Please God, keep her healthy so we'd never have to go back to the hospital again for her - or for Riley.


  

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Coripoo



May 6, 2011

Dear God

I know you're busy and all.
And I don't pray often enough for you to hear me.
Life has been quite peaceful and
You've been very kind.
So, I've probably forgotten to say a prayer every now and then.
But now I beg of you,
Please listen to my prayer.
It's really quite simple, Lord.
Please heal my daughter.
That's all I ask.
She's in pain and as much as I want to cry along with her,
I can't.
I have to be strong for now.
But please just heal her.
Take away her pain.
I surrender her to you.