I am getting married now..and somebody wrote this poem for me.It made me cry.. Thanks Jim! Jeune FillePoem by James Rist When did she trade tousle head for layered tresses?When did long fragrant baths begin?When did sandals and frocks incline to heels and dresses?When did the girl and the beauty first meet? All those endless summers of play;Running and romping--wild like the boys;Free of care for ruby lips and broken heart….Loving most her cuddly toys,And thinking herself too plain to matter,She disdained signs of the woman’s start....
Nov 29, 2005
Nov 20, 2005
Some major babbling!
I don't know if my life is boring or not but Sussette asked me once if I think my life would ever be boring...I said, "Hmmm...I guess not." You see, I have the knack, no matter how unknowingly, to put myself in such a freakingly complicated situation. Lets just call it, my freeeeeeeakin' talent.No, I am not jumping off buildings or airplanes.Nope, I am not even a spy for the CIA. Hell, I want to leave Bin Laden's ass in peace.Nope, I am not screwing...
Nov 10, 2005
Nov 4, 2005
Oct 18, 2005
-- baby nene --
kris Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. For folding beds turned magic carpetfor walls turned mountainsfor crying with me when I bumped little Richard with a bikefor the pictures u drew on my second grader bookfor making christmas and new years memorable even without mama and daddyfor the brunei stories,the fight with the smelly men on the bus,escaping to go to bandar,the cute pakistanis..for listening to stories of my countless crushes and love...
Oct 11, 2005
-- my own loneliness --
These are images from www.postsecret.blogspot.com.Sometimes these secrets breaks my heart.Reach out, people!Someone out there may be just like th...
Oct 10, 2005
Sometimes, I wonder..
What would u say? Yes, you... What if I die today. What would you say about me tomorr...
Oct 7, 2005
--just me--
--just me-- Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. well, rarye.. just in case, you are STILL reading my blog.. this is me now..And I am getting married soon.. hehehe..I hope you'd be there....because I was not..you know what I mea...
slippers
slippers Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. barely discernible pic..I am a lover of slippers. A Certified Freakin' lover of Slippers.Even way back in College, rarye would comment on my going to class wearing slippers -- PANGBANYONG TSINELAS, mind you.And guess what?I haven't changed.I still go to my law classes wearing slippers.I remember, an ex once bought me, a pasalubong from manila, a pair of slippers, which although was quite pretty, just...
Oct 2, 2005
The art of NOT keeping Secrets
I am a keeper of secrets, or rather, an unworthy keeper of secrets. Really, really unworthy, because I can't keep it to myself... so, I bombard Erbe with all these secrets I have been told.Sometimes, I wonder why people keep telling me their secrets but would complain about my sheer inability to keep them.I have realized that people I know from the time I haven't even freakin' menstruated yet have their stories to tell..Damn freakingly good juicy...
Sep 28, 2005
--- bestfriend ko ---
Well, I gotta give her credit for this pic. She is really pretty here and I gotta share this to all who reads my blog and has the "irrevocable" crush on my bessie.Erbe, actually, is doubting my sexual preference, and actually accused me of being a freakin' homo. hehehe.. Well, am I or am I not?What do you think baba? hmmm...
-- para sa wala nung fiesta ---
-- these are merely thumbnail pixs... di kasi kasya yung malaki ---Sabi, there is no place like home.. ANG SABI...
Sep 24, 2005
Labuyo..awwww shiiiiiiit!
I have noticed that I have people reading my posts, although I am completely baffled as to who and why.. Hell, this is all about my crap. So, if you're reading this, please leave a message.Anyways, I am currently waiting for Erbe to finish his work.. so, this entry is just an incessant rambling of a scatterbrain. amen.It's freakin' raining again. This worries me.For the past week, our house is damn flooded.Sometimes up to my ankle,up to my knees,up...
Sep 13, 2005
To My sanity's shelter
I think a friend of mine has gotten married.. My friend told me the last time we talked that the plans were there -- marriage.My friend called a few days before the Big day.I haven't heard from my friend since then.I saw a picture and I think the plans were pushed through.I know my friend would have wanted another story..I know my friend's heart probably belonged to someone else..I know though that some things need to be done.I pray that if I am right, wherever you, whoever you're with... I pray that there's a part of you, even a little, which...
Sep 9, 2005
Puchang buhay to!
When I was in elementary, there were three things I liked to do:1. Play "agawan base" with my friends versus the grade 5 boys.2. Hang out with the "Strikers". Sue me! That was our name! Blame it on Meilen.3. Watched Batibot.Worries: None… Oh yeah! Failing my Chinese subject was a constant worry.That was it!When I was in High School, there were four things I liked to do:1. Stalk out my crushes..hehehe.. (FYI: I made lots of enemy with one crush I...
Sep 4, 2005
The truth freakin' hurts.
sometimes.. it gets too exhausting for words..you know how it is, right?When u just want to let go.. u know...Just. Let. Go.But then when it comes down to it, you just can't.Because although sometimes it drains every freakin' emotion from you, every thought..It still remains what it is -- something wonderful. still. always.So u hold on.Tight.Because it is worth it.Like I am holding on.So so tightly...
Sep 1, 2005
Battle of the Dating Services
Do you know what is better than getting mad when you're furious?Getting EVEN!One day I was busily checking out Erbe's email.. (Sue me! He does that with mine as well!) Anyways, I was checkin' them out when I noticed an email from LoveHappens.com..Hmm.. a dating service..Apparently, Erbe has joined this service way before we got hooked up together.. Sue me again, but I opened the damn thing. Being actually curious as to how many women/girls would...
Aug 27, 2005
Freakin' Weddings!
Weddings!Before Erbe came to my life I NEVER actually thought of marrying anybody, or wanting to get married. Yeah sure, there were those I was with and I thought, "Maybe.." But there was never this: "I gotta marry u NOW!" feeling.In fact, before Erbe came, I wanted to get married when I would be like 35. Yep, u freakin' read it right, 3-5! 35, ladies and gentleman 35! And I was even considering moving it to the big 4-0! Well, that is if my biological...
Aug 18, 2005
Men's insensitivity and Women's vanity
aa4Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. I am a self-confessed lover of vintage clothes.. otherwise knows as UKAY!I derive great satisfaction from buying something nice for P50! or even P35! I do!NOTE: I know a place which sells clothes at P35, but u wouldn't know it was that cheap!So being that kindagirl.. It is a really big deal for me to buy something, costing me P700!Which I did.I happened to see something in this catalog and i bought it.But of course,...
Aug 12, 2005
Mama strikes again
i love telling stories about my mama.. i can't help it... mama can win "FUNNIEST MAMA OF THE YEAR" award or the "WEIRDEST MAMA OF THE YEAR" award hands down! So what has she been up to?? The other week, she lost the Original Certificate of Title of the jeep..Mama has this way of getting awfully distracted and losing track of things including where things are.. Daddy usually shouts and gets mad about two things: 1. How Mama can find a million...
Aug 4, 2005
TresMarias
kami Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. It all started when we became officers of pschology classes..Suddenly we were friends.. We had such a blast that semester - the three of us..Gui, who was having an identity crisis at the same time,just couldn't figure out what course she wanted. She had a life before us.. hehehe..Partying all the time,which always infuriated Bes and me.Tin,who was one of the campus crushes.. I need not expound.And then...
Aug 2, 2005
soulmates..
seti Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. i believe that soulmates do not come the way it has always been believed so..i believe soulmates are two people who knows truly how the other heart beats..how the thoughts are lined before they even are..and finally, what the soul is praying even when not said..That's me and settie.Soulmat...
Jul 24, 2005
The Curse -- as Usual!
Have you ever had one of those days? You know.. when everything seems to be going really really horribly wrong?I have had those days for the last two weeks. I have been trying to keep it together.. stay tough. But sometimes, i just want to bloody scream my head off and cry like a pathetic banshee.And you know what's worst? When you're mistaken for a homosexual!Those are one of the curses of being tall.I have had that for years when people would stare...
Jul 20, 2005
Drools and more drools
For the longest time, i have drooled over Brad Pitt. Now, sue me for being just like every other woman in the world, drooling over him, but he sure is "delectable". A feast for the eyes! It's funny though that when I watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith, I barely noticed he is there.. I was drooling over Angelina Jolie. Damn! That woman really is somethin' else! Tan-tan (a classmate) though hated the film for the lack of exposure of Ms. Jolie's delicious fanny...
Jul 17, 2005
The irony
See this guy? He is an old man, an old blind man, who earns his way through life by jamming by the Robertson Department Store. Basically everyday he earns like, what? 50 bucks (if he is lucky) for a day.But my Daddy is a cruel, cruel man. He once told me that this guy is the leader of a syndicate. He accuses this man of forcing the streetchildren to beg for him! Forgive my Daddy, he is a very imaginative man. Daddy talaga o!La lang, i just find the...
Jul 15, 2005
all about love
Have you ever loved someone?You know, really really loved that person?I have, geeze! so many freakin' times, I'd imagine! It has even become a running joke to Rarye.. the guyFRIENDs.Back then, I was this idealistic-fairy-tale-kind-a-girl. And I thought I already knew all about it.. Then I got my heart broken..Then somebody came along, and then I thought, "Now, I think I know much better!"And then the ass broke my heart, then another ass broke my...
Jul 10, 2005
The New PRIEST -- I gotta share this!
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done.The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervious I take a sip."So the next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink.He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon return to...
Jul 8, 2005
Is this getting to be a habit?
edsaOriginally uploaded by Silhoutte. Being a law student, I cannot help but be updated on the latest ondits on the country’s political crap. There is the looming threat of the possible Parliamentary government. Which I personally think would be better for this country with voters who’d go for the person who made a lot of box-office movie or to those who made the most number of hoops sa PBA. During elections, when I learn that this movie star is...
Jul 7, 2005
peter pan and shoti
peter pan and shoti Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. i just have to post this! aren't they adorable? I love th...
Jun 29, 2005
I hate my height! Anybody want some inch?
Again, this is how people here are.. dwarfs!!! bunch of freakin dwarfs! Most men are anyways.I had the "dakulaon" experience again. I cannot reiterate enough how much i hate, abhor, loathe the word.. especially if it comes with snickers and pure witless comments. AAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!Let me outta here! God! i can't wait for the day when my height would look normal.CAn this really be normal??Probably not huh?*sighAnyways, There is a friend far-away,...
Jun 28, 2005
me and bes
me and bes Originally uploaded by Silhoutte. This is my bestfriend.. malabo pero she's awfully pretty.. ulitin ko, IF I HAVE A PENIS, I'D MARRY HER! The thing is she deserves someone who'd make her feel really special.. the kind of person who truly deserves her. Pwede kaya si Prince William? heheh...
Jun 26, 2005
Da Vinci Code
I have read the book.The thing is everybody who ever read anything that has more than a thousand page in his life read this book.I had this thing about not doing what everyone wants to do. So I was fairly adamant that I would not read the friggin' book.Until one day my sister came home with it, read it overnight, and the next day, gushed over its merits.My Daddy though took the book and read it for about four days, with me peering over his shoulder,...
Jun 25, 2005
Report: Sheer stupidity or Tough Luck
i have a talent.a talent to do what seems to be weird and off.and i am the clumsiest person in the planet.Proof 1i singlehandedly made an ass out of myself, when i fell down the stairs rolling from the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor, while everyone from the top floor were all watching me roll! This was in my university. Talk about "How-was-your-first-day-at-school-honey experiences".My life is series of accidents.. even my friends, especially settie,...
Jun 22, 2005
baba
Image036.jpgOriginally uploaded by Silhoutte. Baba,Pagpasensyahan mo na ang kapalpakan ko minsan.. most of the time..Tendency ko magwala..Impatience ko..Immaturities ko..Sa gabos na pangiinsulto ko, miski di ko tuyo.Sa gabos na kasusupgan na naidulot ko saimo.Kala lugod ninda under taka, eh sa totoo pagika nagtaram mayo naman akong masabi.Mas stubborn ka pa sa damulag paghabo mag-araro!Nabasa nindo? Dai ko ni UNDER. Padangat lang talaga ako. Ako...
Bessie went home
Image048.jpgOriginally uploaded by Silhoutte. this is Since I haven't seen her for about 10 months.. I again am at awe with her beauty. No homosexual tendencies though.But damn! She is fine!She is! She is! You just wouldn't see it in her pics… She has this tendency to make faces and inadvertently looks like an idiot. Hehehe..Anyways, She got me five GIFTS, including the fine necklace..Note: Wag magtampo ang iba, kung kilala niyo ako, alam niyo...
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