for the one who finally learned what is it all about though not quite all..

you were wrong.

i won't have qualms about saying that. You should have anticipated that u'd get hurt..

and u'd be left picking up the pieces, crying ur eyes out (are u?) while willing ur heart to stop hurting..

and i know u know that it was a risk..

but u know what?

if it was a risk worth taking, then it was worth it.

if for a minute u felt that u were happy beyond anything, though it was a fleeting happiness, be damn glad that u were!

Because some people live the rest of their lives not knowing the feeling.

and spending their lives looking for it.

now, i know you're just hurting.

You can't find peace you know no matter how hard you try because it is too soon..

Smiling now would not be that easy

And that hurt that makes u feel like ur heart is being wrenched from your chest?

you would just have to live with that..

Because that is the payment of risking it.

But if what you had was worth it, then it was.

For now, cry your eyes out..

shout your pain when u have too..

it will take time, but the pain will go away..

that i promise..

and you would find yourself smiling easily without too much effort..

and by then you'd be much wiser..

a little bit more stronger..

with a memory of that time when you for a minute were truly happy.

then all you will have to do is wait until He who is meant to be all along finally comes..

by then there will be more tears..

loving, you see, always have tears..

but you won't have to let go.

since this is your pain and no words will suffice..

with not enough hankies..

i will just be here. promise.