The Benefits of Oregano

Oregano (Scientific name: Origanum vulgare) is also known as Wild Marjoram, Mountain Mint, Origanum, Wintersweet and Winter Marjoram.

Jan 24, 2014

Random Thoughts at 2:22 AM

I’ve lost my ability to think fast… In fact, I’ve lost my ability to think at all. I see words and they come rushing to me, like an impending train, perfectly designed to crash.  One word blurs against another and I find myself struggling to understand the excruciating meaning of every sentence, every paragraph. I’m losing control and I hate it. I am tethering, struggling to maintain balance. It seems like I am consumed with trying to exact control and trying to find my ground. It’s my last day of work tomorrow. I hate the idea of not earning...

Jan 22, 2014

2:11 AM

Here's another selfie. I told you this is going to be a year of selfies.I am happy.What do you know? I am! :)Havin' dinner just now because I failed to eat mine earli...

Jan 18, 2014

Back on the Hamster Wheel

It is starting all over again. That stupid nightmare. I feel like a freaking hamster, running on that wheel, going nowhere, just desperately running and scrambling for dear life! Like a hamster, hoping it can get off. But no matter how much I run, I keep going back to the same place, ending up in the same place. I am hoping I could outrun all these fucked up emotions. I checked once. twice. Turned it off and on. Checked again in case it was on silent...

How Am I?

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Jan 15, 2014

Selfie Entry #NotEverEnding

Stressed. Sleepy all the effin' time! I have black circles around my eyes and breakouts. I can feel wrinkles literally appearing on my face. This is what I have yet to finish for this month. *sigh* Why am I doing this again? ...

Jan 13, 2014

Sleepyhead

For the life of me, I can't get my eyes to open long enough to read. I'm sleepy all the time - and to think, I've downed 5 cups of coffee today! :( Erbe took this picture of me while I was "just closing my eyes". It took me more than an hour to open them again. I'm screwed. ...

PDA

So funny that a thing that was meant to destroy would do the exact opposite...Still, I wish it didn't have to come to that...

Because the Shit Has Hit the Fan

Mcdo at 4 in the morning.Where do I go now?...

2:54 AM

My 4th cup - no, 1st. After all. This is a new day.It's the 13th of the month.13th already. Time flies so fast and I'm battling with time right now.  I am not there yet - emotionally, mentally, but spiritually? Oh I'm there! God must be so happy with me. He has never seen me this often in Church for the past 6 years.I still feel like crap.  Recent events still affect me as much as I hope they wouldn't.  I really don't...

Jan 12, 2014

01.11.2014

It was a good day. Oh it didn’t start out so well, but I like how it ended. I was forced by someone to do something that I wasn’t ready to do – that I wasn’t willing to do. Curiously enough, once I’ve accepted that it’s done – it didn’t bother me anymore. It’s like I never cared all along and in fact, I am wondering what the fvck the fuss was all about? But then again, I have years of experience of shutting off emotions. When I was a kid, I used to cry buckets every time my mother would leave us to go back to Brunei.  My sister was so young...

Jan 10, 2014

One-Eyed Stressed Earthling

Been so stressed!And unhappy.But things seem to be working out.Now, I just have to focus and avoid distractions. I can do th...

Jan 7, 2014

A Good Day

Despite the fact that I'm all cooped up inside this room, I like the fact that I can just look out the window and stare at the blue, blue skies.It was a good morni...

New Year Burns

It hurt like hell, but now it's much better.Yes, it still looks awful but I swear, it's much bett...

Jan 6, 2014

01.06.2014

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